She is only 21, weighs 248 kilos and consumes 7,500 calories daily. Lisa is a feedee, or: someone who likes to gain weight for her boyfriend. “My lunch consists of 2 plates of fries, plus 6 fried snacks. And a whole bottle of coke.”
While most girls around the age of twenty pay strict attention to their figure, Lisa (21) eats where and when she wants. She is now considerably overweight and she is more than happy with that. However, that has not always been the case. “I have actually always been overweight. When I was about 11 years old, I already weighed around 100 kilos. Not because I ate so much, but also because I have a tendency to become fat. Obesity is common in my family.”
Bullied
Compared to her classmates, Lisa was much fatter. “I was bullied for almost my entire school life because of this. They called me ‘pig’ or ‘fatty’, I was pinched and laughed at and they threw candy at me. It wasn’t until I met my boyfriend that I started to like my figure. I was 16 at the time. I met him at a birthday party. After this birthday he contacted me and kept complimenting my figure. At first I had a hard time believing him; After all, I was ‘the pig’ and ‘the fat one’. I thought he was just joking, but when he told me he liked fuller women, the first dates soon followed. He continued to give compliments and taught me to look at myself more positively. “You are so beautiful,” he would say. Nowadays I get a nice feeling when I look in the mirror. To say that I think I’m beautiful, no, but I feel much better now than when I was thinner.”
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More and more food
Lisa has now been living with her boyfriend for three years. She gained a lot of weight while living together. “The extra food was unconscious at first. My boyfriend is a very good cook and regularly prepared larger meals for me. My love for food grew day by day. I soon noticed that the pounds were piling on and that I needed a few sizes larger. My boyfriend noticed this and continuously complimented me that I looked better with some ‘extra’. This went on for a while, until he told me that he would love it if I gained even more weight. This seemed fun and exciting to me and I therefore wanted to do this for him.”
Lisa is not forced to eat. “I am often triggered to eat. Then he offers me something or says: ‘Honey, would you like something tasty?’ while he strokes my stomach. He usually walks to the kitchen to get tasty things and feeds me. What feeling do I get then? A nice feeling! When he looks at me while eating he sometimes gives compliments, but I just love his look at such a moment.” Yet it is not the case that Lisa only does it for her boyfriend. “I eat where and when I want. Often this is just from myself. Moreover, many people think that we are constantly concerned with the fact that I have to gain weight, but actually I just really enjoy eating.”
7500 calories per day
Women need an average of 2000 calories per day. Lisa gets about 7,500 every day, most of them in the evening. “In the morning I eat six to seven sandwiches with cheese or sausage. An hour later I eat a pack of cookies plus one or two chocolate bars with coffee. In the afternoon I like to eat fried food. It often happens that I eat two plates of fries, plus five or six fried snacks. This with a whole bottle of coke. Then I start with my ‘snacks’. These usually consist of chips and donuts. In the evening I eat about three plates of potatoes, vegetables and meat as well as a pizza or kapsalon and occasionally I turn on the deep fryer again. After dinner, usually while watching TV, I start snacking: chips, nuts, ice cream, cookies, chocolate… I like everything! Since I can’t sleep on an empty stomach, I eat a haircut or a kebab sandwich before going to bed.”
“The most I have ever eaten in one day is about 10,000 calories. I then had a huge binge. This binge consisted of my ‘normal’ diet plus an entire cake, a pack of donuts and chocolate bars.” Lisa’s family is satisfied with Lisa’s way of life. They are happy, as long as Lisa is happy too. “My family? They have nothing against this. There is a lot of obesity in my family, so they say little about my obesity. My family knows that my boyfriend likes fuller ladies and they see me enjoying themselves. That is the most important thing for them.”
Health issues
Due to Lisa’s excess weight, she can no longer do some things. “I can’t close my shoes. I also no longer have a job. Some time ago I worked in a cafeteria, but I could no longer stand all day long. The rest of the time I can move around just fine. With the help of a number of aids, such as my mobility scooter, I can cover longer distances. I give my sex life a solid 8.5. I can’t go on top; that’s just too heavy, but otherwise sex is no problem. I even think it’s nicer, since everything has become much more sensitive.”
Despite a number of obstacles, Lisa is not worried about her health. “Thin or fat, anyone can develop health problems. My friend thinks exactly the same about this. We believe that everyone dies at some point, so you should enjoy it while you still can.” How she sees her future? “Especially rosy! We recently got a new house and my boyfriend and I are going to enjoy it and grow old together. And who knows, maybe a few more pounds will be added in the future.”
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